i have no idea if you’re on or not, but you’ve changed my life for so much better and i just wanted to write this post, thanking you for being you. i love you!

the first time i heard of you, i think you were 18 and i was 7, in second grade or something like that. ybwm was already out, and all the students were humming it, or singing the song at recess. at that time i had piano lessons and basically all i listened to was classical music, but your sweet country pop caught my ears and drew me in. one day, during our recess, one of my friends dared to me. “are you a real fan of taylor? sing ybwm perfectly or you aren’t a fan.” obviously that is really a stupid idea, but i wanted to convince them, so i sang it. and from there on i became a swiftie.

i’ve always been an easy-to-anger type of person with a bad temper. i get into arguements easily, and most of the time i’m left crying and sad on the ground.

and sometimes, all I need is a playlist of all your songs- mean, bad blood, you’re not sorry, shake it off, the story of us, and especially, clean, to express my feelings in ways I will never be able too. and then I’ll be crying my eyes out on the ground, listening to the lyrics that mean so much to me. your music has gotten me through so much. 2014 wasn’t the best year for me. I got into lots of arguments and disagreements with my parents. my friends were ditching me and I never felt more alone. you made me happy and gave me something to look forward to. and then I made this account and my Instagram. I’ve met so many other swifties and made so many close friends over the past few months. and it’s all thanks to you, taylor. you’ve done so much for me and I’m so hella grateful for someone like you in my life, even though you’ll never ever realize I exist. taylor alison swift. I love you a lot. ella